THANK YOU FROM RAY'S FAMILY
Ray's family and friends would like to thank all of you that took time out and attended the Vigil on Wednesday, where over 200 friends paid tribute to Ray's life.
We would also like to take this opportunity to thank the over 1,000 people that attended Ray's funeral to pay their last respects and celebrate his life, as well as for all of your prayers.
We greatly appreciate all of your comments on this blog (which are found both above and below this post) and invite each of you to leave your name at the end of your comment.
Thanks again.
March 16, 2007
"I sought my soul, but my soul I could not see. I sought my God, but my God eluded me. I sought my brother and I found all three."
Time keeps passing by and life without Ray is still very difficult. Alot of us have tried to come to terms with Ray's passing, I am sure that each one of us has tried to answer the question "Why?" Some of us have looked into our own soul and found some peace, some have sought an answer from God, and have found strength to carry on as Ray would have wanted. Some of us are still lost. I really don't know what to say, but that we need to look to see what Ray would have wanted from us, what Ray wants from us. I have absolutely no doubt in my mind that Ray is looking down over us, blessing us as he always has, and he wants us to enjoy the little things, enjoy life, more importantly enjoy life without regrets as he did.
We will always remember and love Ray because of who he was and because he will always be a part of our hearts and our lives. RIP Raymon.
July 19, 2007 - UPDATE
CANDLELIGHT VIGIL 2007
SATURDAY, JULY 21, 2007
LYNN CANYON @ 7:00 pm
Ray's friends and family will be gathering at Lynn Canyon on Saturday, July 21, 2007 @ 7:00 pm (rain or shine) to pay tribute to Ray's life. We welcome everyone to join us. Please also pass the invitation on to everyone else.
posted by jugg at 10:59 PM
374 Comments:
if we close our eyes we can see your face
if we draw back the memories they can stand in your place
if we all sit in silence we can hear your voice
though we dont accept that your gone we are given no choice....never thought wed have 2 miss u ray from kids playin hunt on the block to just months ago drinkin the rum the tears will flow keep lookin down on us till we meet again..tu amore
Ray...
you were a good man...
you had a good heart...
I've known you since i moved in the place accros from u...
and in the past years memz with u have been great...
its hard to believe such a thing can happen...
you took a chace and lived your life at ur fullest...
You went out big man...
Just lik you said you would...
I Love You Bro
Ray was very respectful and a caring person. He’ll always be part of our family and his spirit will always remain in our hearts. My thoughts and prayers are with his family and friends. To all my brothers close to Ray keep strong and positive. Feel Ray’s warmth in your hearts and never give up your faith in life. In loving memories of Ray, RIP.
Love Ashika Narayan
Miss you man.
Will always remember "Mr.$Too Short$' trying to battle with me on the dance floor at the school dances! Dang.. Gone So Soon..But your family and friends will have you forever in their hearts!- Much love Sammie Jo
RI.P. RAY.
THE THINGS I SAID TO YOU COULD NEVER BE TAKEN BACK. SO YOUNG AND SO FULL OF LIFE, THE GOOD ALWAYS DIE YOUNG. I WAS JUST TALKING TO YOU THE DAY BEFORE THIS HAPPENED. Life is short and you just never know when its your time to go. I will never forget you.
Baby I miss you so much! Only you and I will truly know what we had was so good. Until the day we meet again.
R.I.P
May your soul rest in peace Ray.
When I die...
When I die
when my coffin
is being taken out
you must never think
i am missing this world
don't shed any tears
don't lament or
feel sorry
i'm not falling
into a monster's abyss
when you see
my corpse is being carried
don't cry for my leaving
i'm not leaving
i'm arriving at eternal love
when you leave me
in the grave
don't say goodbye
remember a grave is
only a curtain
for the paradise behind
you'll only see me
descending into a grave
now watch me rise
how can there be an end
when the sun sets or
the moon goes down
it looks like the end
it seems like a sunset
but in reality it is a dawn
when the grave locks you up
that is when your soul is freed
have you ever seen
a seed fallen to earth
not rise with a new life
why should you doubt the rise
of a seed named human
have you ever seen
a bucket lowered into a well
coming back empty
why lament for a soul
when it can come back
like Joseph from the well
when for the last time
you close your mouth
your words and soul
will belong to the world of
no place no time
RIP Bro, gonna miss you boy
until we meet again remember you always.
see you at the crossroads peace.
I will remember you always man,I nevereva seen you mad, sad or angry, you brought joy and jokes to us everytime we met. much love man. you will be missed alot. I don't know if you even realized what you meant to us or how you effected our lives. you were always just chillin, which put all of our problems into prespective.
Rest In Peace man
rest in peace bro
Ray man i miss you... so many memoriez.. cant believe your gone..you use to always say I fuckin enjoy life...and you lived it up everyday..i learned alot from you..and you will never be forgotten..you were always there for me bro...I know your in a better place looking down on us Telling Bob Marley to Hit another bag.. R.I.P Bro you will be in all our hearts forever.
Ray,
i never really got a chance to know you but i wish i had. I know of your spirit and personality vicariously through other people and I still cant get over the fact that you're not here with us anymore. It seems like a sick hoax, but you can help but smile at the fact that you truly did live your life to the fullest every single day and you've taught us to do the same and cherish every minute we have on this earth. My heart goes out to your family and its tradgic that we have lost such a great human being that has taught us so much, but your legacy will live on and you will never be forgotten. Love you and may you rest in peace.
Ray...I never thought that this would have happened to you but it must have been apart of god's big plans for you. What a guy you were...you always knew how to crack anyone up!! I wish I could have told you how much of an inspiration you were and how much I admired your sense of self and composure. You lived life to the fullest and made me feel like I could do anything! You had a special gift of making people feel at ease and being themselves. Your are truly one of a kind...I've never met anyone like you and no one will ever compare! I hope you're doing great...but I know not to worry because you know how to live it up no matter where you are! You will always be in my heart, mind and soul and I will never forget you. RIP.
Nelam
'' Only the good die young. ''
R.I.P Ray Hundle
ray,u were the best, till we meet again....
Much Love 2 u bro, its sad to u see u gone but i know we will meet again- only the good die young.
R.I.P Ray Hundle
Sunrise August 29th 1982
Sunset July 21st 2006
RIP Ray, never knew u, but heard about u lots. may ur soul rest in peace, n my heart goes out to ur buddies n ur family. ur in a better place now. RIP
RIP
RIP Ray
We never met, but you were friends with my sister.
May your soul rest in peace. We will pray
for your family and friends.
Dear Mr. Ray Hundle
From the Raves to the sessions to just chilling and everything in between, you are one incredible guy always full of life and great jokes, center stage right where you belong, you'll still always have the stage cant wait til you can entertain me again. Ray you R a great soul so full of life. Funny it seems why bad things happen to good people. I only wish we got to chill out more, everyone always gets so wrapped up in their lifes they forget about chilling. We'll never forget you Ray u've honestly touched my heart. But I know ill see your face again and I cant wait til next time thinking of you always til then.
R.I.P Ray
In Loving Memory
Ray Hundle
August 29th 1982 -July 21st 2006
He Only Takes The Best
God saw him at his happiest
and someone would not let that be.
So he put his arms around him and
whispered, “ come with me.”
With tear filled eyes we watched him,
suffer and fade away.
Although we loved him deeply, we
could not make him stay.
A heart of gold stopped beating,
two shining eyes at rest,
God broke our hearts to prove,
He only takes the best.
God knows you had to leave us,
But you did not go alone,
for a part of us went with you,
the day he took you home.
To some you are forgotten,
to others just part of the past,
but to us who loved and lost you,
the memory will always last.
I never met a guy so genuine and real. Just one look at this guy and you knew from the soft look in his eyes that he had a huge heart. He knew how to make people laugh and enjoy life. He let nothing strain him from living his life to the fullest. No matter what he did or what age he was, he always seemed to remain charming. I know I will never meet anyone like Ray again, and it makes me really wish i could see you again. I love you for the person you were and i hope that one day we will meet again...
I love you Ray i will never ever ever forget you i will always remember you i know that God will treat you right because of the person that you are, I love you man i really do no one will ever forget you.
Sandeep
I never got to know you, but I heard a lot about you. All I keep hearing is how u were so full of life, was always so happy, made everyone happy around you. Only someone very very special could do that. You were a great person, everyone was so lucky to know you. Keep doing what u always did, no matter where u are. RIP.
R.I.P.Ray well miss you a lot. FUCK we miss you a lot R.I.P.Ray we well all ways rember you ray love man
R.I.P bro
R.I.P Ray
"Some people come into our lives, and quickly go. Some Stay for a while, and forever leave footprints in our hearts."
Everyone misses you so much it is still so hard to believe that you are gone but one thing is for sure you will always be in our hearts forever.
Hey Ray.........Although we had not spoken much lately...having the oppertunity of knowing you and having you as a friend since the kindergarten years all the way until god decided he needed you up there with him.... is something i will be forever grateful to..... you are the definition of the "ladies man" & you were the most loyal friend ne1 could ask for.....my thoughts and prayers are with your family and friends....till i meet you @ the gate......J
nothing but mad love for u bro!
u always came out of your way to say hi,that's just the type of human being u were.love DJ.
Ray's Stirrin it up. Jam for me to bro...Untill it's my time to SHINE up there with you. We'll Jam hard, like old times. I'll NEVER forget them. "Stir it up, little darlin', stir it up. Come on, baby."
Miss You. - Nada
Ray u were tha sweetest guy i eva met..alwaiz lookin out for those u cared bout no matter how small tha problem was u were alwaiz there to solve it...imma miss u hun..i kno ur lookin down on all of us n keepin an eye out for us all..ill never 4get tha times we had specially ur brown dancin alwaiz cracked me up..i luv ya hun..wut we have lost heaven has gained..R.I.P babe
R.I.P Bro. Thanks for everything you have given us. You were the man!
In life there are going to be some things thats going to make it hard to smile. But whatever you do, through all the rain and the pain, you got to keep your sense of humor, you got to smile for me now. ~ 2Pac
R.I.P. Ray
rip ray u will always b remmembered by everyone. im guna miss you
You always had that sad puppy eye look on your face.... now I know why...
May you heart really rest in peace.
Ray, the time we did meet was something i will always remember. I could honestly say i never met anyone like you before and could honestly say i probably never will. We will all miss you like crazy, i still can't believe your gone. We all could learn something from you...Life is way too short "Live everyday like it's your last" and so I will. Free spirited you were and a free spirit you are now. May God rest your Soul in Peace Raymon Hundle.
~sks
After life?? is there such a thing?? All I know is that after life is your legacy and impact living within us.
Ray,
Your life was too short and you had much too show the world. Words can't describe how much I miss you BABE. I will always cherish our times together. My favourite memory was the first time we met and hung out together. Until we meet again, RIP.
Your life was too short and you had much too show the world. Words can't describe how much I miss you BABE. I will always cherish our times together. My favourite memory was the first time we met and hung out together. Until we meet again.
R.I.P
RIP
being young and losing your life it the worst possible thing that can happen to anyone... familys and friend are both left in deep pain because they have lsot someone that must haev meant alot to them...even though i didnt no ray hundle ..i like to say i hope he is safe and happy above us all and keeps an eye out for thsoe he loved.
ray man what can i say you where da man str88 up no words can describe you u were my mentor n much more il really miss you man pc out
AVI MANN
Raymond
I barely got to know you...but the times we met...I learned a lot from you. You were such a sweet person an also had a deep heart. Its so hard to realize that im never going to be able to see your face again.
R.I.P Ray
Ray,u are often imitated but u will NEVER be duplicated. Your heart and soul are truly one of a kind. You will be greatly missed, forever rest in peace.
Ray,
I can't believe this i don't know how this msg will ever get to u but if u don't hear me in my constant prayers i don't know when we'll be able to feel each other again and figure our just what the FUCK is going on....man i fukn look at ur site and pics and movies every night can't fukn sleep i miss u so much i;m goin fukn nuts but for everyone else "WE DON"T GIVE A FUCK" thank you for all of your love and support and I;m sure wherever this guy is he is PIMPn cos that what this BIG G in a little body did is PIMP the FUCKING SCENE and now the scene just ain't the same RAY u love me i know it u fudgepacker but i hate u for that jump man I am going to have to learn to live but bro who would've ever known it'd be like this FUCK!!! this msg may be looked cracked out but it's after night after sleepless night trying to get the feeling ur alright and it comes and goes i didn't even want to write here but I THANK EVERYONE THAT HAS SHOWN SO MUCH LOVE AND SUPPORT FOR OUR FAMILY IN THIS HARD TIME and cannot explain how much it means to have everyone sharing their SINCERE LOVING PRAYERS for RAYMON HUNDLE our legend RIP BROTHER never forget our last days you spooky guy fukn legend. My partner man for eternity so much love we didn't even know get to me somehow man somehow......Johnny Kang
ray, man i cant even begin to explain the feeling of your heart breaking...i miss you more than words can say i think about you every minute of every day...cried so much i thought i couldnt cry anymore but what do you know? i hear bob marley playin and i just break down...you taught me everything i know, showed me so many things took me so many places everywhere i go theres memories...makes it kinda hard ya know?...you taught me not to sweat the small stuff...now im tryna live life the way you did...like a ROCKSTAR baby...go big or go home right?...fuck i wish i coulda said goodbye but i guess im saying it now...i love you hunny n i hope if i have a gaurdian angel its you...wait for me up there ok?
-ss
Hey Ray
I was having a bad day thought i'd look @ ur pictures on here n make me smile. Everytime I c ur picture r hear ur name I think to myself Ray cant be gone. I keep thinking to myself that I m gonna run into somewhere and that ur doing just fine and living it large as always. I've thought I mite run into u @ the beach or the next rave, just so u know If u made an apperance wouldnt that be great. I wish I could c u one last time. We made plans so many times that we would hang out this summer how many times did we plan the beach n it just didnt work out schedules mostly mine didnt work, I wish we got to hang out on the beach that week, I wish that day I came out, N had it sorted we would have had a great time, nething with you is always fun, from the nite outs to just chillin n sharing life experiences. You always had a way of making things more enjoyable. N I loved that about you, one thing I learned is you dont always have to take life so seriously sometimes you gotta go with the flow rite dude? I wish we could have been better friends, I miss you Ray, I miss seeing even ur icon online on msn! I miss the stories, I miss the small talk, I miss the krazyness, I miss ur spirit, I miss you.
Ray,
Your time on earth seemed to brief. Although I really miss you in my heart, I know that you are in peace. Still countless times throughout the day, I find myself thinking of you. Although I cannot see you or hear you, I know that you are with us. I'll feel you in the warmth of the summer sun. I'll see you everytime I take a ferry and look at that ocean. I'm thankful for the times we shared and the priceless memories too, for those memories are a comfort now when I remember you. Ray it's never easy to say goodbye. The reason why it hurts deep inside. For me the pain of saying goodbye is a feeling I just can't deny. This especially true for you. For it is something I never thought. I envision things as they use to be but I am now able to cleary see. You were so special to people. You were so special to me but I realize you could never truly see. So I am letting go of the pain in my heart and although it is fate that I say goodbye, remember you are a forever friend in my eyes. If you ever want to say hello again, you can be sure I will smile and say welcome back! Ray this isn't the end, It's just a beginning of a beautiful friendship. We will meet again.
"D"
hey ray ray,
how are you sweets? I still can't believe your'e gone. Everybody trhat knew you and hung out with you all seem so dead and worn out. It's not the same without you here. I loved your room and the sexy mirror you had on the cieling!! Goodtimes baby!! I will never forget the sexy times we had :) Fuck sleep right!! Why sleep when you could fuck all nite!! ahah Those are the words that make me smile now!! I could hear you saying those words still! I am left here wondering why on earth you would want to jump from that stop you jumped from. Two weeks before you had been to that same location, you took a picture of it and saved it on your phone. who would of thought that same place would be the place you would take your last breath. You were so stubborn, I don't think anyone could have changed your mind. that's why I love you, because you were always real. Take care up there. :)
ray man u were like my older bro man all u wanted everyone to do is get big and for me to grad highschool and get r.i.p bro untill we meet again R.I.P. RAY HUNDLE
Good Die Young Nukah Stay Up PLaya
RAY
RIB BABE I MISSS YOU LOTZ WE HAD TONS OF FUN AND U WERE A REALLLY GREAT GUY!MISS U ALOT!
Ray,
What can I say,its been only a month, the rest of our lives without you will feel like forever.
We all know your with us and will be with us to the end. Each of us is trying to cope with what happened and accept that we can't here your voice or the latest crazy episode in your life. But we all know one thing, you were one of a kind, for real, no one could ever be compared to you, you represented how life was to lived, to its fullest, you were what we all want to be.
Like Johnny said you are a legend, we could write a top-selling biography about your life, even call it "The Chronic-als of Hundle". Even if the book never gets published you will be always be remembered by all us and our children and their children, never forgotten.
Your love for us was absolutely real and our love for you is and will always be equally as real. I wish you could have had a chance to realize the number of lives you influenced, the number of hearts you touched and the amount of happiness you brought into our lives, so much that you would not have believed it. I know you see it now and are probably laughing about it.
I can't believe your gone. sometimes I feel like your just out partying and that you will pop your head out the window when one of us pull up. Other times, I'll be sitting there doing my work and be like what the fuck, he's gone. then, I'll jump on this site and see what new messages are posted, because it helps to know that I'm only one of hundreds that feel the same way. I sometimes think "This shouldn't have happened, this isn't fair, this isn't the way its supposed to be", then I realize, what I think doesn't matter, God took you now because that was his wish. I don't think that was fair, but I have no choice but to accept it. The one choice I do have is to remember you or move on, and Ray I will always remember.
till we meet again,
Happy Birthday Ray. I wish you were here to enjoy this day. I still think about you everyday...and although its been a month its still so hard to cope with this. I really miss you...your spirit, your personality. If you only knew how much of a legend u were....how many people respected you and so on you would have been amazed...in fact you MUST be amazed eh? One of a kind..love you and hope all is well....i send all my prayers out to you. MAD LOVE. xoxo. RIP.
Life is not the same without you. I just want to thank you for everything that you've done for me. every ''secret'' spot you showed me and all the cool stories, and everytime you came out
YOUR THE KING
happy late b day. shit aint the same without u. hope ur doing good
we pray for u everyday. take care bro
Ray,
In your words.."Screech with tatoos and the brown lisa turtle"..funny buddy..
You were truly an amazing person..intellegent,funny,caring,sarcastic,charming,brave...stubborn..creative..artistic..(stitching)..i can go on and on..
I love you and miss you. The past month has been rough. I've just been trying to collect my thoughts and been praying for you and your family. From the day i heard about you passing till now i just dont believe it. I was sent many signs from up above...such as the letter you sent me just a month before u passed to the email b4 u left that morning to the dreams to everything.. I just never thought anything would ever happen to you. I just wish i was there to save you or i could ...but i cant turn back time and things happen for a reason.. You were always in my prayers-for you to be happy and safe. Thats all i ever cared about. You always said i was the person that you trusted and cared about so deeply. Everythign is so clear to me now. You told me u loved me for the past 6 years. Regardless of what happened...you knew in the end i would be there for you..because when i told u i cared about you..that never stops...friendship lasts forever..
I have so many memories with you since we were 15 years old..we were best friends and i cared about you alot. In the past year we had some deep conversations about everything. Mainly about your boys, family, music..about life and death.. about god..about thigns that meant so much to u...i never knew why u opened up to me so much and u honestly did ..i feel like i knew u inside and out...we were both layed back and had alot in common ..we had our downfalls but some how our freindship was always still there...and i could just know what was going on thru your head...Ray..everything thats happened in your life ..everything u ever told me has come true..its so crazy how this world works..the last conversatinwe had you told me everything i wanted to hear...believing in god..being a better person ..its what you were about..
You told me you would hopefully get married when you were 25 and we would be neighbours and throw bbqs and be best friends again and i always hoped for that day..You were the one throwin rocks at my window at 4am wakin me up thinkin i got shot but really it was you at the bottom coming to say hello for the past 6 years. IT made me happy to see you but something just kept it from happening all the time... it was just something that was meant to be...
Everytime i think of you it honestly puts a smile on my face to know that you were in my life..it always did..because i learned alot from you..u always wanted to give me something back..its just you...the way you were that made me happy to know that you were happy yourself...and the people u touched and influenced. u dont even know how happy u made me and the reason why im me is partly because of the impact u have had on my life. Ive told u this...your rite..no one will ever know--this is clear too-- but we had a huge impact on eachothers lives and i appreciate it more then ever now. I will never forget u..the memories will always remain in my heart..one day i will tell my future kids about that famous uncle ray..Until we meet again..i pray for your Dad, mom, sister,brother and family and close friends(brothers)at this hard time..
Happy Belated Birthday. RIP
Miss u and Love forever,
Tk
happy belated birthday sweetie.
Your picture is still sitting on my desk. Looking at me, Is there sonething you wanted to say that you didn't? I forgive you! I know deep down inside you didn't really want to hurt me. I forgive you because I know you did everything for a reason! I know I have forgiven you because when I think of you I don't shed tears anymore, instead I smile and I say hello.
Till the day we meet again babe.
Does anybody know where the slideshow of Ray went at the bottom of this page? Is there anyways it can be put back up? It was awsome..
Ray,
what can i say about you...your the sweetest guy in the world no matter what went down. when i finally got to know you i was sooo glad i did. you caught my eyes just like that & i was so impressed by the way you swept me off my feet. all i kept saying to you was "damn Ray! your 1 brown guy who i've met who's actually got game!" it could of been the many tattoos all over that made me tell you how you reminded me of some1 from Miami but you were your OWN person & that's what i loved sooo much! & all those times what would you do in return...make me laugh my ass off by doing something absolutely so ridiculous that only we would be psycho enough to laugh at! i remember every time you would call it would take us a while to decide on what to do but in the end we were ALWAYS left w/ the same 2 options. option A: blazing OR option B: me drinking while u in the nude blazing. deep down inside i'd be laughing in my head cuz somehow you would always have an article of clothing still on (i wonder how that always managed to happen!) lol how about that time we wanted to watch a movie & you kept on insisting we watch "something else" & i kept telling you if we watch "something else" it's going to be One Night In Paris. we still never got our hands on that sucker but don't worry, we will watch that 1 day! i remember trying to get you to sing Paris' song 'Screwed' but when the day finally came & you sang 1 verse to me that was honestly some candid camera shit! lol i always told you that 1 day i would get Bob Marley's songs down & i have...so be proud! when i found out that you passed away words couldn't even describe the feeling going on throughout my whole body. all i kept saying to myself was "why him?!" it just couldn't make any sense to me @ all, you were always so full of life & always had so much energy inside. i miss you sooo much there are no words to describe the way i feel towards all this! i think about you every minute of the day...when i wake up, in the middle of the day, b4 i go to bed, & for the rest of my life! i have your picture rite by my bedside so the first & last person i see is you. what's really fucked is how it happened a week before my sisters wedding. i cried sooo much no1 actually knew what i was going through or how i felt. losing some1 sooo special really affects a person in every way possible. when i hear Paris' song it has a weird effect on me now just knowing that you actually tried remembering 1 verse for me & all those Bob Marley joints make me break down & cry. i learned sooo much from you Ray, you taught me alot & for that i'm always going to be greatful. (no regrets!) you would always tell me "don't give a fuck about the small stuff just what counts!" you we're ALWAYS rite! it ain't the little things that really matter when deep down it would always be about the BIG things! no matter what i'm gonna try to follow in those footsteps...live life the way you would want it to be lived...PORNSTAR!!! yeooooow it’s hard to deal w/ the pain of losing you, everywhere i go i force a smile knowing that you wouldn't want me to be sad...getting up, getting dressed, i know if i could do it all over again i would say the few words that i left unspoken just for you. remember the song i dedicated just for you!
you said that i could call u whenever i needed some1 to listen to me...that's why i'm here standing by your side cause you'll always come through for me...so many others tried to be where you are but they just wanted to do me...but you took your time & now i'm satisfied that's why i want u all to me! *Bestfriend*
this isn't a goodbye...you know i love you & i'll see you up there!
luv always,
Indeep
***HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY RAY RAY!!!***
Ray,
what can i say about you...your the sweetest guy in the world no matter what went down. when i finally got to know you i was sooo glad i did. you caught my eyes just like that & i was so impressed by the way you swept me off my feet. all i kept saying to you was "damn Ray! your 1 brown guy who i've met who's actually got game!" it could of been the many tattoos all over that made me tell you how you reminded me of some1 from Miami but you were your OWN person & that's what i loved sooo much! & all those times what would you do in return...make me laugh my ass off by doing something absolutely so ridiculous that only we would be psycho enough to laugh at! i remember every time you would call it would take us a while to decide on what to do but in the end we were ALWAYS left w/ the same 2 options. option A: blazing OR option B: me drinking while u in the nude blazing. deep down inside i'd be laughing in my head cuz somehow you would always have an article of clothing still on (i wonder how that always managed to happen!) lol how about that time we wanted to watch a movie & you kept on insisting we watch "something else" & i kept telling you if we watch "something else" it's going to be One Night In Paris. we still never got our hands on that sucker but don't worry, we will watch that 1 day! i remember trying to get you to sing Paris' song 'Screwed' but when the day finally came & you sang 1 verse to me that was honestly some candid camera shit! lol i always told you that 1 day i would get Bob Marley's songs down & i have...so be proud! when i found out that you passed away words couldn't even describe the feeling going on throughout my whole body. all i kept saying to myself was "why him?!" it just couldn't make any sense to me @ all, you were always so full of life & always had so much energy inside. i miss you sooo much there are no words to describe the way i feel towards all this! i think about you every minute of the day...when i wake up, in the middle of the day, b4 i go to bed, & for the rest of my life! i have your picture rite by my bedside so the first & last person i see is you. what's really fucked is how it happened a week before my sisters wedding. i cried sooo much no1 actually knew what i was going through or how i felt. losing some1 sooo special really affects a person in every way possible. when i hear Paris' song it has a weird effect on me now just knowing that you actually tried remembering 1 verse for me & all those Bob Marley joints make me break down & cry. i learned sooo much from you Ray, you taught me alot & for that i'm always going to be greatful. (no regrets!) you would always tell me "don't give a fuck about the small stuff just what counts!" you we're ALWAYS rite! it ain't the little things that really matter when deep down it would always be about the BIG things! no matter what i'm gonna try to follow in those footsteps...live life the way you would want it to be lived...PORNSTAR!!! yeooooow it’s hard to deal w/ the pain of losing you, everywhere i go i force a smile knowing that you wouldn't want me to be sad...getting up, getting dressed, i know if i could do it all over again i would say the few words that i left unspoken just for you. you've become a great LEGEND to us all & will never forget you! you'll always live on & on...
remember the song i dedicated just for you!
you said that i could call u whenever i needed some1 to listen to me...that's why i'm here standing by your side cause you'll always come through for me...so many others tried to be where you are but they just wanted to do me...but you took your time & now i'm satisfied that's why i want u all to me! *Bestfriend*
my thoughts & prayers go out to your brother Rob, sister, & whole family...as well as to all your friends out there.
this isn't goodbye...you know i love you & i'll see you up there!
luv always,
Indeep
***HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY RAY RAY!!!***
happy belated birthday Ray!! ....... miss u forever......i thought you'd be here 4ever..... :( anways i don't wanan write much u know how i feel abouts u,i jsut dunnot how else to tell u but on here..... your the shit. one of the realest ass pple that ever lived. See u again.
cheryl - sigh...... happy birthday - friends forever (hugs)
Ray man I think about u all the time and I know its been over a month to sink in but I still just dont get it, I cant believe still this happened to you, ya ive said and i wanna say ray rest in peace and all but i wish i didnt have to say that and still have you here with us man. The more n more I think about it the more I actually get angry. From now on I will be positive about this whole situation and I do know your in a better place but its just hard sometimes You only live once on this earth you know I just wish it would have been another. But damn its so true dude you know life's a fuckin' trip you never know when you gotta go to bad it had to be you the good die young and god choose you. Theres alotta of times I think of you and Im really sad but there are also time I laugh and smile to myself when I think of you, (Like times you got naked when you were just bored) It totally isnt the same without you mate even your close friends I know have changed and I pray for you and your family and friends to help wound they're scars. And I know your looking down and smiling and watching us tear shit up and who knows maybe your my new guardain angel (just so you know Id really like that) :) One thing though you'lll never be forgotten man thats for sure. You are what you make of your self and your the local celebrity like you've always been. I like coming on this site and leaving you a msg here n there when I am thinking about you, not that I dont think about you all the time, and I like seeing the other comments and knwing that so many ppl love you Ray and miss you so much you honestly are something else. Its been like 10days since your 24th birthday thats a big one eh, so young man I know you would have done it up here I hope you had a good one. I just want you to know that at anytime time of the day, hour, minute, second no matter what day there is always somebody thinking of you and there for you. There are tons of us who will never forget you.
Cheers ray, S
Happy Belated Birthday Man
S
Hey Ray,
Everytime I come on this site I get a little sad. Simply because I see how everyone is still mourning over you. I miss you tons and I wish you were still hangin around, you always made me smile and always made me feel soooo good about myself! I pray for your family and you friends, your friends are not the same! Believe me and I know you can see how much they have changed. Nobody ever knows how much of an impact you have on people until you die!!! I love you man.
I fukn love you man why did u have to go??!! fuck life sucks without you please god take care of our brother I FUKN MISS YOU SO MUCH MAN!! Rest in Peace Raymon I hate life without you man you were my fukn partner in life man and I just don't know what to do without you hear. WAHEGURU RAYMON I AM SO SORRY MAN I WISH I WAS THERE FOR U that day I can't believe you just slipped away i don't know if u ever feel these messages I love and miss you with every last bit of my prayers and positive energy why did you have to go man?? My fukn body aches and i can't help but break down when I missu so fukn much I am so sorry man...u loved life and fuckers like me r still alive without you here I am so sorry I lOVE YOU BRO Please be happy wherever you are give us some hope when you can...please god I fukn miss you so much.
-Johnny
I love you and still miss you brother. Trying to move on but its hard. Its empty when I look out the window. We would always talk and listen to eachother. Im still talking, I know your still listening but its not the same. Maybe time will heal. Just trying to accomplish those great things you expected from me. Its hard to move forward without you. Im not gonna give up, not gonna put my head down. Everything I do is only for you now. My life is dedicated to you so I have no choice but to succeed for you and your family. I still chill there. Ima die old on your coach. Thats how it was supposed to be. We were supposed to be lifer's in the alley. I miss you.
:(
It's so difficult to understand why this happened I wish you could have came with me to Vegas when I asked you to so I wouldn't have to be typing this. I miss you so much you are like my brother I never had we have been through so much together good and bad but we always stuck together. You are with god now and I pray that you are in peace I love you my friend.
Love Raj
hey ray...so i know i already left a comment buuut i always have something new to tell you even though youre not here to talk to im sure youre still watchin whats goin on down here :)...so i found youre star last night..know how i know its yours? because there i was listening to bob marley on my front step having a smoke n i look up and theres only one star in the sky, no clouds or nothin, just you, and its right in front of my house...i hope you were hearing my thoughts, i was trying to pull some crazy telepathic shit with hopes that my thoughts got to you...so now every night at least i have something to look forward to, still miss you like crazy sweetie...
ss
Our friendship is something that I count as a blessing in life. you dont meet people like ray all the time, dope personailty, huge presence, just down for whatever... I'll hold on to the memories and cherish all the good times.
They say it takes a minute to meet a special person, an hour to appreicate them, But it takes an entire life time to 4get them. We will Never Forget U Ray...................
Ash
Raymon my brother, I never thought I'd have to lose you. Seeing you everyday to never at all breaks my heart dude! Everytime you come to mind a tear drops my eye, I'll never get over this, everyday I can't help but miss you. You were my only family I hung out with and I'll always keep you in my heart with your tatti on my chest. You were always there for me whenever I was down or needed advice. Always sayin "f@*k it" "smoke that", only if I could hear that once again, I wish I had it recorded but it'll always be in my mind. All your boys miss you, it's weird how god takes the best people but I know he'll enjoy your company like everyone else did. I'll never forget you brother, you're in my heart and my life forever, I'll never forget. Now you're up there with Terry and Bapu Ji, tell them we miss them and I know you'll always be looking out for us. Rest In Peace Bro, until we meet again!
I visit you everyday!
Maybe somehow you will write back.
yo man fuck....i miss you man..i wish somehow i could talk to you... life is fucked with out you bro...i use to always come to you for advice n shit you were my older brother...sometimes i get really mad at why god did this...hopefully your doing good wherever you are...Rip man until we meet again.
Ray man i think about you everyday, your the man, it was fun watching u pick up every girl u saw, even if the other girl sees u pick up another girl right after, and u just laughed, cause u just wanted to have fun and u did, every day was a new adventure with you, im gonna miss you forever and ill never forget you, you made life so fun, and anyone that got to hung out with you knows that, i hope i get to see you again someday, love you bro
I miss you man... I miss the way we would all just chill in the computer room and just talk about anything. I miss the way that me jas and sandeep would drop by any time before we all went out and sometimes we wouldnt even go out cuz we had soo much fun at ur house just chillin..talkin about different stories and scenarios. We went through soo many different idea's you wanted to do..remember the restaurant and the gym idea? you woulda exploded man...just the type of guy u were...you know what was good and wat wasnt..you were always real about everything no matter what it is...fuck man..i miss you alot..i never thought this would have happened..you were good ray...i always told you that too..we all did..i dont know why this had to happen..nobody does except for god himself. But i know your prolly doing fine and prolly laughin at us whenever we shed a tear and just say fuck, i miss him.. I love you bro...just wanted to let you know iv been thinkin about you.
ray hundle i didnt know u as well probally saw u acouple of times and met u once...and from wut i know ray u were a great person ur being missed by alot of ppl..r.i.p ray hundle(L)
R.I.P RAYmond hundle u were my older cuz u were the first one to interdouce rap music to me u were always jumping off our back pourch i guess this jump god didn't want u to make i rember the day u came running to my house cuz jhonny and jas were gonna take u 2 surrey when u just got ur back tat and u showed up asking for the phone and u phoned ray and steve and they came and picked u up R.I.P ray hundle bro's till the end inder sekhon
3 months...n yet it seems so unreal...missin u
i keep visiting this site hoping that one day you will reply. i wish i could have had another chance to spend time with you. you were always so relaxed. you introduced me to a lot of things i never knew existed. you were someone that everyone could learn something from. i'll always remember staying up till morning watching chapelle, you taking me shopping, clubbing and cruizing around... we didn't exchange many words in the time we spent together, but it always felt good just being in your presence. your life has impacted so many others and you are definately one man that anyone you met, will never forget. r.i.p ray
ray,
wow, 3 months have gone by. You are diffenetly not forgotten. I get chills looking at your picture for some reason. You were a great person when it was just you alone. You were different. Although you are gone, the things you did will never be forgotten. You were a nice person but the devil at the same time. you loved to play around with girls and then laugh about it once they found out you were fuckin 10 other girls. you were such a badass! Hopefully you really felt bad about it in your heart.
R.I.P
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hey baby,
Hope you are doing good where ever you may be.
damn man thas a trip your really gone sometimes it feels like ur not really gone i listen 2 bob marley n i trip hard but i know your in a good place cous u were a good guy i miss you man things were bout 2 happen and then you passed away but god took u from us for a good reason JAM FOR LIFE take kare raymon R.I.P.
What was Ray's brothers name?
onkar
Ray you are still in our memory everyday
i honestly can't believe its been 4 months since u passed away...u we're truely ONE IN A MILLION RAY RAY! i know ur watching over us & wanting every1 to live life to the fullest but deep down its gonna be hard 4 some of us...still missin u like crazy Ray
-Indeep
Ray,
Miss you so much brother, its been 4 months and shit still feels the same, a day doesn’t go by where I don’t think of you, doesn’t seem real, still seems like ur just gone away somewhere and will be back. All that keeps me goin are the memories, the krazy shiet u used to pull, the shiet that we all went thru together, still drive up in the alley and just stare at your window for a while just reminiscing of when u used to put ur head out smiling and telling me the bout the krazy shiet u did the night before. Fuk man this shit wasn’t supposed to happen, u were supposed to be here with us, u taught everyone around u how to live, kept the crew tight-knit like a family, lived everyday like a G, will never come across a person like u ever and never forget u. There hasn’t gone a moment day or night where I don’t think of you, I pray for you everyday. Till we meet again luv u and miss u forever bro.
HM
fuck it, your still the man, youll always be the man, your still here, i need to see you one more time, one more day, anything, just once, please, why you, i dont get it sometimes, your the best guy, every1 likes you, please come back
yo ray its goin down bro i hope u watchin over us i just bought the vaporizer we hit it in my room and i pull it your styles i get every person who walks thru my door soo fuckkked they dont knoe whats goin on im tryin my best 2 keep u alive man i hope its good up there il c u up there make room for me take kare R.I.P Raymon
Vaporizer daddy 2 nigga vaporizer is da shit yo ,,,, 2 vaporizer goin at on ce with 9 foot bags ,,, SMOKE HERBS 4 lifeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee,,,,,RIP RAY
miss u.
thanks for coming into my dreams, please come more. T
RAY we luv u our brother 4 life ull never be 4gotten ever.
Lifes messed up without you. Trying to move on, but evertime i see ur picture i break, which is everyday. Miss you buddy..........
time does not heal all wounds. i need to talk to raymon. what's your price, god? take my life, i have no need of it any longer. let both our wills be done. amen.
Missing you.........
raymon--open the door, . i gotta talk to you. i need to get out of here. help me.
Wish you were here this holiday, still feels like you are. T
wish u we're here 4 the holidays Ray. love u & miss u!
-indeep
love you babe and I miss you like crazy.
Fuck man ....i miss you
We will keep remembering you throughout 2007! You live on in us Ray
All the best for the newyears to rays family and friends. Will always be in my heart for the new year and many years to come. T
ray man wusup man i no your up there and i no u can hear me man we need you back man we all lovee u broo .. you wher always here for me when i needed you now when i need you the most your nott heree... r.i.p broo
im looking up . looking for you. i know your living in the sky.
raymon is within everyone, as long as you don't erase the memories he left you all, with. help me keep him with us. do not let the pain wash away his memories. a few tears shed everyday is not too great a price to pay for someone who cared for so many people. his door was always open to everyone all the time. please think of him every day. please. thank you.
raymon raymon raymon
still is the night. still is the day. WHY?
Hi Ray, thinking about you as always... i know you're smiling down on us everyday... miss you!
raymon--come and look after your things. i'm very tired.
Hey baby,
Thinking about you every second of the day.
I love you
hey bro u fukn asshole ;-) look at this shit....like is fukd who knew u'd go like this man and fukn take everything with you i only wait for u in my dreams man pray my hardest with everything in me U took all my dirtyness with u fukr well i try to keep some alive just for u;-D lol ya u see it... six months of living a fake life without u man we lived it together the harderst every one saw how fukd we were I always got u to give in man and it makes me shake inside when i constantly watch our mempories play shit hehehehh u fukn dirty fukr lol i kno ur laffn with me man ur the sky raymon n i always feel u around anytime ur close i;m cryin like a bitch and i kno u kno it n probably like what the fuck is this guy doing but i can't help it man we were supposed to grow old together bro no ones here im all fukd up gary kang;s in jail again terry's with u somewhere so much love 4 u man no one rockd it like we did and we got fuckd over big time i can't believe u were only meant to b here this long it;s not right something fukd up somewhere either we FUCKED UP!! or something slipped man ur with me i kno but ray seriously u kno life is fuckd i ain't scared of shit partner can't wait 2 see u again u kno how we roll FUKD UP shit i laff n cry like i'm crazy life ain;t real without u man we learned to live different and it became normal lol now without you life is just not life anymore FUCK RAY I KNO U HEAR ME i love you bro JGD I kno you hear it it;s all we got left....u hang on crossroads my brother
missin u man cant wait till im up there wit u at tha crossroads
rip ray
bye bye friend (k)
raymon-------i am still waiting and ready when you need me. there is nothing for me here. things cannot change, they will not change, i will not let it change. everything will be as it was, it must be so. it has to be so.
to be thought of, is to be remembered. to be remembered, is to have existed. i have thoughts everday and will always have thoughts. will anyone else? raymon is with me today and will forever be with me.
I AM, BUT A MEMORY. MEMORY OF A WONDERFUL MIND---FOREVER! WILL THE WINDS OF TIME CAST ME ASIDE? BE A BARRIER TO THE WINDS OF TIME. BE MY FRIEND!
you are amazing, you were and always will be
i'm still knocking on your door, raymon. i know you'll open it for me one day. PLEASE! i'm very tired.
Ray,
when u asked me how many times u crossed my mind, i said 1 because u never left. happy valentine's day. luv u & miss u lots!
-indeep
I wish i could ask god why ur not here 2nite...help me make it through today. and ill fake a smile tomrrow. deal?
I Love you Ray Baby. It's been hard not to cry, I think of all the good stuff and it makes me smile, but at the same time I have tears in my eyes. How I would do anything to see your face.
Happy Valentines Day.
Lots of love
Hey sweetie! Time just keep ticking and you aint coming back! There are so many people who are still fucked up over your death. You have left people so weak and they are all having a hard time just moving on. You have left people crying and hurting like nothing has ever hurt them before! I miss you so much, and although we had our differences we somehow always ended up talking again. I see your pics and it makes me sad! You death was so sudden! I had just talked to you on the phone a few hours before this horrible thing happened! I just hope that you are happy! God I wish I lived life the way you did! You didn't give a fuck about anything! You didn't let anything stop you from being happy! You didn't stress over anything and you just kept on going. How's your recording studio coming along? hehe silly boy! Well I just wanted to wish you a happy valentine's day and I hope all is well :)
im use to you leaving me cards or a call on vday but i know your still around. happy vday
there is nothing but emptiness in life now. only the light in raymon's room shines bright. may it shine forever.
there is nothing but emptiness in life now. only the light in raymon's room shines bright. may it shine forever.
rip
When one falls, we all fall, rip ray
7 months have passed and each day we have remembered you, in our thoughts, our memories and in our prayers. Your significance in each of our lives has not changed nor has it diminished. We have and will always remembered you, celebrated you and loved you. Love you bro. until we meet again rip...and we will meet again.
what can i say? what can i do? i am hollow.
I havent been to your home since you left, to come to your home is the hardest thing for me. I havent said goodbye yet and i wont. your stil living on in my life forever. its in my heart. My thoughts and prayers are with your family everyday. please keep it. i will read them one day.
its time to come home, raymon. everyone is waiting.
the days are long. the nights are short. my eyes close often but i do not sleep. tired is my body, my mind weary. why do i still stand? let me fall, do not leave me standing for i have no reason to stand.
raymon, we're all still waiting for you to come home. the light in your room is on and will stay on, untill you turn it off. both doors to your rooms stay closed because i know you don't want anyone to go in. i hope you come home soon. i'm begining to worry.
raymon--this just aint workin for me. i'm all screwed up. i need to talk to ya. Now.
man, i don't know how i can keep going. this dream's just gotta end.
raymon, if you are happy and at peace then i can bear any pain or injury that aynone or any god can throw at me. but i still wish you were here, it's not the same. it's a colourless gloomy world. i just don't care about anything or anyone. i'm just waiting for you to come and get me outta here.
you're still with me, raymon. it's the only thing that keeps me going.
He definetly is. Its hard but Keep strong. He is with you. T
we, who remember and think of raymon everyday, are raymon.let us grow and keep on growing as he is. for as the heart increases in capacity, longevity and health are assured.
Lingering on to the pain that he is gone is never going to heal the pain. Instead let him rest In Peace and move on with life. Ray will always be remembered and remember he wouldn't want anyone to cry because he isnt here. Stay strong everyone and remember Ray will always be with us.
Cheers.
i await raymon's call 24/7. i will not hesitate nor shall i waver. i am ready.
Trying to keep strong, but it's just way to hard. I don't know how long I can hold myself together. I will never understand why this happened. But I know you are with all of us and always will be, i know that for a fact b/c I can still feel your presence.
i miss raymon very much. i miss him every day and night and will keep on missing him every day of my remaining life. till GOD feels enough pity to put an end to my empty life. i guess GOD and DEATH both fear me. cause i sure don't fear both.
When up left ray, my boyfriend left with you his body is here but his heart is with you. I'm trying to help him move on but its hard, he will never move on and except the fact your physically not hear. I tell him all the time emotionally and spiritually ur with him and everybody else u love. But ray he wanted to grow old with you, he wanted u to be at his wedding with a un pre-pared speech, and now he thinks there's no point cause ur not there to share it with him. He's a mummy, empty and sad just hiding his pain and anger behind his work. Everyone misses u like crazy, u truly where the life of the party but ray with out ur life there isn't a party worth celebrating...............
man, this is not the way it was supposed to be. it still isn't. i reject it. what power or force can make me believe it. beware great power, you are only a great power as long as i am trapped in this feeble shell. i will one day soon shed this body and confront you. i am a force and I am coming.
where are you raymon. i can feel you near me but i need it to know you are happpy. i need to hear your voice and see you. why don't you appear in my dreams? what did i do wrong? you are a part of me. you always were and forever will be. just let me know you are alright. Please?
you're still on our minds, raymon. we have no room for anything else nor will we allow anything or anyone else into our thoughts. we will meet again. count on it.
the light in raymon's room still burns bright.
Please come back
as long as you remember, raymon will be with you. for some of us he is a part of us.
time will come again. they say what goes round comes round. i will wait. i will not go round till i am found.
what's going on here? this aint the way the story was supposed to go. the day of reconing will come. i'll see to it!
I miss u man life aint the same wittout u
BRO THESE FUKN STINKY INTERNET CAFES AND ALL THE HINDU GIRLS U INTERVIEWED MAAAAN RAYMON U FUKR LAST TIME IT WAS CALLS TO 0016047718201 AND U MADE ME COME HOME WITH ALL THE SHIT WE'VE DONE U MADE MY LIFE MAN I CAN'T GET OVER IT BRO I DONT KNO WHAT THE FUCK TO DO U KNOW I'VE BEEN LOOKING OUT AND I FELT U LIKE CRAZY THE OTHER DAY U KNO WHERE SO BRO I'M COMING HOME AGAIN BUT HOME AINT HOME WITHOUT U MAN ALL THESE DIPPERS IN INDIA EVEN CAN'T GET OVER IT I MISS U RAY EVERYONE FUKN DOES WHO KNEW BRO THIS IS WHAT IT'D BE I AM SO EMPTY EVERYTHING WE DID I REALIZE NOW WAS JUST TO TELL EACH OTHER HOW WE DID IT LOL AND FUCK I'M GOING CRAZY TRYING TO TALK TO U ALL THE TIME I THINK I FINALLY GOT U TO SEND SOMETHING BACK AND I LOVE YOU FOR IT MAN U FUKN HANG HARD BRO WE;RE ALL COMIN BRO I KNO U MAN U CRACKER WE'RE GONNA B ALL FUCKD UP N U'LL B THE SAME THANX RAY U KNO IT MAN THERE AIN'T KNO ONE LIKE US U BUILT SO MANY OF US N IT DOESNT MATTER I KNOW U REMEMBER "KNO ONE LIKES U GUYS & U DON'T CARE!! WE CANT FIGHT EVERYBODY" U ROCKED IT BRO LIKE NO OTHER EVERYONE FUKN KNOWS IT MAN JUS KEEP COMIN BACK LIKE THAT AND I'M COMIN BRO I'M COMIN ;-)
of what good is a god when he abandons you just when you need him the most? is god omnipotent or impotent? cause he sure didn't come thru when he should have. i am disappointed in him.
Hi Ray baby!!
How are you? I miss you!
i'm still waiting, raymon. there is nothing here for me. no one i care about. everone is a stranger. i am alone and lost. everthing is screwed up. everthing is a mess. i don't know what to do. sure do miss you.
Fuck Raymon man i miss you i dunno wtf to do im fukin lost as fuck..you were an older bro to me we were suppose to fuck shit up man..i dunno wtf to do now im going mental man...i hope your doing good were ever u are...ill see you real soon man and will hit the vaporizer like old timez.
you were right about everything, raymon.
i hope god listens to raymon. i'm sure god could learn alot about life from raymon. raymon helped everyone. who did god help? nobody. god just wants to be worshipped. is that not just vanity? is god worthy of being worshipped? i think not. god has let me down. why did god not help raymon when raymon needed help? what sort of god is this? i will not let god forget this injustice.
what am i doing here? i do not know. am i confused? yes. why? cause i can't do anything about it. i am too weak.
23 yrs old. one month before his 24th birthday. alone. so many proclaiming to be his friends. he was alone. giving, never taking. now, they are trying to move on. move on to where? away from their guilt? perhaps. but they will never find another raymon. so they might as well keep their memories fresh and alive, for there never will be another RAYMON!
what do you do now if you are the father of raymon? how do you pass the time? you know you cannot replace raymon. where is your sense of purpose? what do you focus on now? is there anything left to care about? no one can help you not even god because you do not believe in god. perhaps god should have punished you instead of raymon. or perhaps god rescued raymon from what you could not. injustice? perhaps. or perhaps not.
Happy day Ray. I know you tried to stay away n count down the days on your calender when we were teeny boppers with the X marks everywhere and i was so so so proud.. even though it was simple but i knew this was your happy times... and id give up haha always thinkin of you..makes me happy that we shared times, i just worry if your ok but i know u are, you've shown me and im greatful for that. Should i be anxious to go back? i guess i still am in disbelif and choose not to belive it. but im content as long as u know i care. im thankful for everything, the bad and good.
didnt raymon have siblings?
they say there is a god. some say there a whole bunch of gods. i just wanna know where these gods or god hang out. cause i got questions that need answerin.
raymon has one brother and a older sister they are both older than him. but he is the true light of the family. he watched over everyone. now what will everyone do? remember and keep the memories for that is all that can be done right now.
hey dose anyone rember da songs dat were on da cd
there is more to raymon than just memories. he is the sun in our being. he gives us light and warmth. without him there is nothing but darkness and cold.
where once there was joy, now it is nothing but emptiness.where once there was laughter, now there is silence. where there was hope of a future now there is nothing but the past. where is that wonderful mind that gave us so much?
parents have children they nurture and watch grow as they grow. parents are always connected to the child because the child is part of the parents'. how then does a parent deal with the loss of a vital organ. can one accept the loss of a heart or a brain? for these contain the very life and memories of our existence. without this we are empty. we are sad.
Where do we go when we go to a place
That simply is no place at all?
When we step out of time to become nothing more
Than a memory few can recall?
How can we be when we no longer are?
Or, earlier, not yet have been?
A bit of eternity sits in our souls
Though we live in the house of the wind.
Consciousness comes like a stranger to call,
Both us and yet something quite more.
Where it may come from and where it may go
Is a wonder behind a locked door.
REST IN PEACE RAY FROM INDER SEKHON
i miss raymon alot. he is here i know it i feel it.
raymon is at home in his room. you need only to open your eyes
I love you babe, thinking about you everyday. I miss you so much!
Raymond,
May u'r heart & soul be rested & now enjoy the peaceful waters.
i'm here when you need me. raymon. i'm assuming you don't me now. but if and when you do need me. i will not hesitate. you need only to give me a sign any sign and i will come.
raymon is and will be. do not dare say the word "was". he is in his room. i know that for sure.
what can be done? i do not know? something has to be done. this is not right. i am weak. i am disheartened. i have given up. what more is there but wait to be taken away from here. i no longer belong here.there is nothing here for me now.
raymon, man i am at my wit's end. i do not know what to do. everthing is all screwed up. you're the only one i can count on. get me outta here. real soon. ok?
ray u were it man i know u hear all this somewhere its all u bro ur the sky n i feel u sometimes just wish it was always there but we'll b rockn it soon jus the way we were supposed to no mistakes this time we've learned bro we've learned i love u brother theres no end blood finds it own for lifetimes....
we have all lost our will to smile for there is nothing to smile about. the weight of our grief will not let us raise our heads. we are dazed and confused. we have lost our soul.
come. let us think of raymon. let us think of the days when we could and would smile. the days passed so quickly ahd we looked forward to the next . that was the time. that was life. now the days are so long and the nights so short. sleep does not come the eyes stay open. there is no day. there is no night. i do not awaken for i do not sleep.
raymon---man. i know you're here. why don't you answer me? i've been worried sick. i just wanna know if you're ok.
as raymon's friends gather for engagement and wedding parties, let us save a chair at our tables for raymon. don't forget the dance floor, you know raymon will be there too. miss you, man. not the same now. but we know you'll make your presence felt. everyone knows it's completely dark without our RAY of LIGHT.
You are still the best man bro, with your blessing you gave long time go, im moving forward.... knowing your still with me.
where is the justice and purpose in all this? the people who take stay while the people who give go away. and you want me to believe in god?
raymon--- man, ya didn't leave enough pictures. memories, i have some but 23 yrs of memories is not enough. it looks like i'm cursed with a long life. what am i gonna do for the next 20 odd yrs or so?
Hey Ray I reflect on all the good times we had together. All the laughs, dreams, goals, and plans for the future. I always wondered what it would be like when we were older and our kids played with each other. My kids would call you Uncle Ray. We would picture what you would look like then. You were always a good friend deep down and a great human being. Where ever or what ever your doing right now I know you can take care of your self and your doing well. From your brother D
then the police officer said raymon hundle is deceased and all was silent.
they say what goes around comes around. we shall see.
The question "Why" still remains unanswered.
hey check out www.myspace.com/rayhundle
comment? yes i would like to comment. but what should i write? how do i write down feelings? feelings of a great loss. feelings that a great injustice has been carried out. july 21,2006 was not the time and lynn canyon was not the place.what has happened? who is responible? i want justice. i want raymon to play his music loud. i want raymon to bring meaning to my life, again.
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